my dad isn't letting me go to church
i dont know why
i was extremely mad at him
i always want to talk to you
and felt vegetably depressed
there's so much to say
didn't eat anything
and guess what
no appetite.
i never did call you
even though i need to eat
kinda pointless when you wont listen
you just cant put anything into your mouth
i shouldn't bother you
after AA yesterday,
i know it's my problem
i'm aching all over; top to bottom.
but i really want to hear -
although it's fun.

i dont really like the tradition of giving presents.